Over the past few days I have found myself caught in that whole new year and what needs to change thought pattern.  Looking over the previous year, hindsight shows many of the stumbling blocks, weaknesses, and errors of way.  I am very weary of the feeling of nothing being enough that permeated last year.  I would like to be able to say that I have a plan to enact, but as always when it comes to self reflection, life has become chaotic.