One word

it's the same old routene
now
every time
I
pick up the phone
feels like life
on repeat
you have
nothing
new to say
and I
I
have one word

goodbye

A willing price.

sometimes the price for creativity
is a little insanity
don't get me wrong...
it's a great ride
actually enjoying
a long (sleepless) night
of your own and others artistic expression
is well worth the mood changes
and the general madness
I say the mad may be
the truly sane
everyone else is just
a step
behind

Mood days...

There are days when the light of hope grows dim.  When everything looks like a bad photocopy.  When your moods cycle out of control.  When you haven't really slept in days.  When your tense, angry, and depressed all at the same time.  When your mind can't bring into focus the simplest of things.  When the pain grates your nerves to the point of muffled screams.  When you drive those closest away.  Just leave me in my misery for a moment in time...

Run.

this place isn't working
this face is cracking
my mind is melting
nothing left here
there seems to be another wall
no matter whitch way i turn
mindless people and mindless games
sick of all the drama
just want to be alone
this place is not working
this face is cracking
my mind is melting
nothing left here
so many nights the thoughts of walking away
fill my mind continously
nothing else seems to hold the alure
the incasiable pull of the open road
this place isn't working
this face is cracking
my mind is melting
nothing left here
just want to run away
as fast as i can go
where doesn't seem to matter
how the big question
why?  must i say again
this place is not working
this face is cracking
my mind is melting
nothing left here
NOTHING LEFT HERE FOR ME!

Damnit! A regret.

I try to live a life of no regrets....for some reason my glance came across this warning on a bottle of "Canada Dry" ginger ale (use for settling an upset stomach) "WARNING!  Contents under pressure cap may blow off causing eye or other serious injury.  point away from face and people, especially while opening."

Damnit! now I regret NOT shaking it!

mwhahaha....who to point the shaken bottle at?

Life

Life has gotten busy this last month...So not much done here.  I intend to rectify that starting now.  I am going to attempt to post at least an observation every other day.